Michie-ness

my heart is running on empty.

2010-06-04T23:06:00.000-07:00

So there is one thing that I need to ask

If I fall, if I fall

Will you be around?

If I fall, if I fall

Will you catch me before I

Hit the ground, breaking down

When it's my turn, if i crash and burn
Will you be there if I fall

Will you be there?

you say hello, inside I'm screaming I love you.

2010-05-09T04:36:00.000-07:00

- Mixtape, Butch Walker

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LX8f9SLncYc

Oh, don't turn around and say bye again

it's hard to say i'd rather stay awake when i'm asleep.

2010-04-11T04:48:00.000-07:00

My eyes are painted red

The canvas of my soul

Is slowly breaking down again

Today I heard the news

The story's getting old

When will we see the end?

Of the days we bleed for what we need

To forgive, forget, move on

Cause we've got

One life to live

One love to give

One chance to keep from falling

One heart to break

One soul to take us

Not forsake us

Only one

Only One - Alex Band - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TWBdACAwtXs

if you only knew

2010-04-06T01:24:00.000-07:00

This time what I want is you, there is no one else who can take your place. This time you burn me with your eyes, you see past all the lies. You take it all away. I've seen it all and it's never enough, it keeps leaving me needing you. Take me away, take me away. I've got nothing left to say, just take me away. I try to make my way to you, but still I feel so lost. I don't know what else I can do. I've seen it all and it's never enough, it keeps leaving me needing you. Take me away, take me away. I've got nothing left to say, just take me away. Don't give up on me yet, don't forget who I am. I know I'm not there yet, but don't let me stay here alone.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xY0HCKOmrW0

you never showed that you were scared of losing me.

2010-03-26T21:48:00.000-07:00

and you.. you didn't fight to make me stay in your arms.

Every shred of hope collides in your heart

With the fear of losing what you've just given up

As the moments pass you pray to survive

All these lonely minutes that once kept you alive

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QmDR5SrKtt0&NR=1

Beautiful girls all over the world
I could be chasing but my time would be wasted
They got nothing on you baby
Nothing on you baby

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8PTDv_szmL0

what would it be like?

waiting for a glimpse of the suns light.

2010-03-15T09:12:00.000-07:00

I know I can stand just pull me back up

But during the hurricane its just tough

Sighh.. I haven't written a proper post for awhile now :S just been so busy with everything. Things have been pretty bad lately. I know things are going well but I just can't see it at the moment. It feels like I don't have enough time but at the same time I just can't be bothered with anything. I feel like crying but don't have a reason to and I'm not retarded enough to cry for no reason. Taking that back.. apparently I am THAT retarded. It's like the days run into each other and there's no way of differentiating one day from another. I'm not looking forward to Wednesday.. I get the results from my blood test back. Not that I expect to find out anything new but its just the feeling of having someone else, someone with a more valid judgement, telling you that you need to eat/stress less/sleep more/etcetc. I can't seem to focus on anything coz my mind just keeps jumping around even when I'm trying to sleep. I dunno maybe i'm just somekindaretard but I can't seem to feel anything except the need to get through the day/week/year and the feeling that I might not make it.

I'm on the edge just trying to survive.

there is no peace that i've found so far.

2010-03-11T08:23:00.000-08:00

I'm miles from where you are,
I lay down on the cold ground
I, I pray that something picks me up
And sets me down in your warm arms

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bfa9yxCpWoA

how do you make me smile despite all this crap?

and once again you made my day.

and i wonder if i ever cross your mind?

2010-03-05T21:12:00.000-08:00

for me it happens all the time.

~

Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor
Reaching for the phone cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever crossed your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothin at all

It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now
And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now
I just need you now

Baby, I need you now

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oYA0GO-07XE

you know that it all takes my breath away.

2010-02-16T06:12:00.000-08:00

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, "Hey,"

Maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
I can't live without you
'Cause, baby, two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I'll figure it out
When all is said and done
Two is better than one

two is better than one.

original: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HlWnsLbg7yA

cover: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uwxq8dVWvlQ

where do you go when you're lonely?

2010-01-25T00:42:00.000-08:00

... i'll follow you
-When the Stars go Blue, Tyler Hilton & Bethany Joy Lenz

You'd think it being the holidays I would be blogging more regularly. Not so, why? Parce que, my life = work + uni and occasionally gym/swim and sleep ><. That is it really. Sad, but true.

Hence, given the above reason, I have nothing to blog about really *collective "awww"* (or, more likely, sigh of relief).

On a side note, Jay Sean = <3 lol..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=phMq-gP_34o <- niceee vid :):)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pvEdejvvctQ <- niceee song!!

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good to know it's all a game.

2009-11-26T18:03:00.000-08:00

How come the only way to know how high you get me
Is to see how far I fall
God only knows how much I'd love you if you let me
But I can't break through at all.

Heartbreak Warfare
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pro3bpx2SD4

Things I'd never say..
I'm not your pet to play with. You can't pull me this way or push me there when it suits you. It's actually NOT all about you. Why do you think you can do what you want and treat others like crap and get away with it? How can anyone be so selfish and manipulative?

If you think this is about you, it probably isn't. The person/people it's about probably won't be able to get their heads out of their own asses long enough to read past the first line and if they did, well they won't think it could possibly be about their perfect selves.

*end rant*

Aside from that hols good. Fob issues sorted. Life in shreds but not completely torn apart as previously stated. Uni issues pending. Other issues.. uhmm.. have you ever heard the saying 'ignorance is bliss'? Yayy life is okay :).

~

I just wanna run away
Turn my back and erase all this pain now
So baby wouldn't it just be nice
To drive away and start again every time

so baby call me crazy..

2009-10-30T00:43:00.000-07:00

..but i know you feel it too
Maybe I, maybe I just got to get next to you
Linkage: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=grpyEbKtwvY
Next to You - Jordin Sparks

Aww.. ultra sweet song <3 which I admit I wasn't too keen on at first but now its on repeat :):)

Similarly: Art of Love - Guy Sebastian ft. Jordin Sparks

Coz we're gonna make, our mistakes
Find out how much a heart can take
Linkage: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y-Fsx8Kk0No

This week has been a terrible one for me in terms of uni and with relation to technology ><. I have no life left.. iwake up - istudy - isleep =( add to that iscrew up laptop/desktop/mobile and woo go me ><"

Sighh.. save me!!

Take me away to January
I'm done with this year
Take Me Away - Dear Juliet
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q6QT4CWSVho

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looking through the bible trying to find a loophole

2009-10-15T20:27:00.001-07:00

linkage: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fl3z5QFZhUE

Call me naive or whatever but when things go bad I go to sleep and when I wake up.. it's usually better - at least to some degree.. This doesn't work anymore!! *glares at the culprit* i think you know who you are and if you don't then.. wow.. you really ARE as self-absorbed, ignorant and self-righteous as I thought you were! O.O

Anyone who's talked to me in the last week or so has probably heard me complain about said person to some degree, and whilst there is a slight inkling of 'maybe-i-shouldn't-gossip' or 'maybe-i'm-being-mean-or-judgemental', i assure you this person deserves it and as such, aforementioned feelings resembling any kind of remorse are negligant.

Now that, *points above* that is a beautifully constructed sentence.. not like that load of crap you've been trying to pass off as "ingrish". I'm not trying to boast here or anything but I didn't dux english for no reason, i'm not a retard, i actually CAN write so don't 'like' try to 'like' reword my 'like' stuff okay? There's nothing wrong with it. There's something wrong with your head.

Now that, *points to last sentence* that is an AWESOME concluding sentence. Accurate, and Precise.

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now it's time to shine my rusty halo

in the end, everyone wants applause.

2009-09-25T08:54:00.000-07:00

The truely insane perform on many public stages. The sane stage their performances in the privacy of their own minds. Everyone is an actor. In the end, everyone wants applause.

Mm.. that was the prologue for this random book I'm reading.. The book itself isn't terrific but that just kinda caught my attention haha.. In a way it's true, everyone is always seeking approval of someone else. Even those who claim they don't care - isn't that in itself a facade of being oh-so-nochalant? LOL or maybe I'm just talking crap as usual.

Anywayyss beyond the random ramblings of my retarded reflections (lol don't you love alliteration? XD or not..) this video was a random one I found which.. for some reason.. idk why.. i found quite.. touching? LOL

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WUiW-zC8qNo

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'cause i'd rather waste my life pretending.

2009-09-13T05:30:00.000-07:00

I'm not exactly emo..
Just annoyed sad confused pissed-off conflicted
Thinking like damnn it happened again
Thinking like stupid girl for falling for it
Feeling like rahh why would they do this to me
Feeling like betrayed alone left in the deep end
Twisted-up-outwardly, screwed-up-inwardly
Lost and insecure.. you found me, you found me lalalaa~

The letters I'd never send?
Dear X, you wanted to screw me up? Congratulations.
Dear Y, I thought you were my friend.. I guess not.
Dear Z, Why did you have to leave?
Dear A, Where were you? Where are you?
Dear B, At least one of us kept our promise.
Dear U.. Thanks for leaving me when I needed you the most.

Like I said, I'm not emo.

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she's all about the rainbows.

2009-09-07T07:09:00.000-07:00

It sure looked good on paper
Until we read between the lines
It always hurts when you find
You're running out of laters
And maybe next times
When you can almost read her mind

-What She Likes (Evan and Jaron)
Linkage: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dl_rYV5XNDo

Mm.. This is pretty old school.. from the 90s! Haha.. but the song is pretty sweet :) just PLEASE ignore the video >.> I did.. haha

Here's a few more of their songs:

- Crazy for this girl
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zP4tOoSCQMg
aww.. i <3 this song!! *I wonder if she's figured out..*

- Another Mistake
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Di_gPWAPxFs
aww.. sad =(

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You really should've told me by now.. coz if what I've heard is true
You weren't falling for me while i was falling for you

tell me i don't make you smile like i do when you walk in the room.

2009-09-03T05:57:00.000-07:00

This song is sooo cuteeee :) and i like this guy!! The song is When We Say (Juicebox) by A.J. Rafael. Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jElK14k-Q5E

I really like this guys videos.. He has heaps of covers and originals :)
Heart of Worship: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-JNjoCZgbgM
I Wanna Be With You/ Crazy for this Girl: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hHQswIRJQAU

Siighh... today was another one of those days where I wasn't thinking straight and kept doing stupid things and wasting energy/time ><. Like my trip to uni which was completely and utterly ridiculous!! Southies would understand my story.. dunno so much about northies haha..

I was going on the Mandurah line towards the city I decided to get off at Perth station instead of Esplanade (coz i didnt want to walk so far haha..). Getting off at Perth I see TWO of my buses leave at the same time!! When I checked the timetable thingie the next one wasn't coming for another 10mins so I figured i'll have better luck going to Esplanade.. so I got on the Blue Cat thinking it went into the busport.. but it didnt >.> it stopped me at the trainstation.. where I WOULD have got off in the first place!!

Not only that.. but whilst on the CAT i saw the SAME two buses from before leave and.. another one leave.. without me.. again >< fml.. haha but I still managed to get to uni on time :D

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i wanna feel the car crash coz i'm dying on the inside.

2009-09-02T01:29:00.001-07:00

i wanna let go and know that i'll be alright.. alright
- Car Crash (Matt Nathanson)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qwm3FQhUaSU

And this heartbreak world of just imagine
With its tired talk of better days
And this heartbreak world where nothing matters
Come on lets make this dream, that's barely half awake, come true
- This Heartbreak World
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SnqySguHobA

It s times like these, when I feel I'm on my knees begging please don't go.
And as you slipped away I couldn't admit that we were through
As you slipped away I found I lost myself in search of you
- Lost Myself in Search of You
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y04vt9WxGqA

Haha.. been looking at songs by Matt Nathanson :) he's not too bad - the typical acoustic-y stuff i guess. The first song was one that I heard on the radio and it kinda just caught my attention. The second song is just one i think is super sweet and sad haha.. And I don't actually like the last song tht much but I like the video because he's just so funny :).

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and there's room inside for false expectations and illusions.

2009-08-28T01:56:00.000-07:00

He says he looks in the mirror and he can't tell anymore
Who he really is and who they believe him to be
And he says he walks a thin line
Between what is and what could be
He's getting closer
To something he can't understand

- Fairytales and Castles (Lifehouse)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hvrQ3UrPkVI

I had a bit of a Hansel-and-Gretel moment today.. except i was the witch ><". Lol you see, these kids were on my train today and they kinda annoyed me so when we got off the train and I was waiting to get picked up I was kinda ignoring them for awhile, until....... They decided to look inside the bike lockers (*OMGGG do these actually woorrkkkk?? OMGGG!!* >.>) and for a split second.. or slightly longer than that I had the strong urge to push them in and lock it :D just to prove that YES it DOES work!! HAHA.. I'm so evil :P

Today I was selling daffodils for Daffodil Day and it's funny to watch the different types of people who approach you... or don't approach you >.> today I got:
Nice people: who either approach you to buy or have already bought them
Bargainers: the "i'll buy them if you marry me" type LOL :P
Stingy gardeners: "oh.. i like my OWN daffodils in MY garden" >.> yeah well.. do your daffodils go towards cancer research??? I dont think so!
Avoidants: the if-i-don't-respond-i-won't-feel-guilty type >.> OMG WTF? Damn rude!! At least smile back?! I'm not THAT desperate for your money
Tricksters: haha.. i doubt they do this intentionally but they walk in your direction and smile and then... walk into the shop behind you LOL!!

There was many many more people.. and I wasn't even there for 2hrs! LoL..

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with walls around our weakness and smiles to hide our pain.

2009-08-24T08:23:00.000-07:00

Cause when I take a look around
Everybody seems so strong
I know they'll soon discover
That I don't belong

So I tuck it all away, like everything's okay
If I make them all believe it, maybe I'll believe it too
So with a painted grin, I play the part again
So everyone will see me the way that I see them

- Stained Glass Masquerade, Casting Crowns
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aRUJrjUGGfg

what. a bitch. of a day.

enough said.

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please don't tell me that i'm the only one that's vulnerable.

2009-08-20T01:05:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vS8_MwRgGbs

not that great a song.. but it's kinda cute :)

Just because you were hurt doesn't mean you shouldn't bleed
I can be anyone, anything
I promise I can be what you need

~

Anyway.. this is a random conversation I had with my dad today
*michie comes home*
Dad: uh oh.. we're in trouble...
Michie: huh?
Dad: did u wish your mum happy birthday?
Michie: uh... yah?
Dad: oh... i didn't >< i'll send her a text now!
*awkward silence*
Michie: Tell her it was 3s fault for not sending it
Dad: good idea! *sends text*

~

random youtube: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y4XYEtcGnGo
pretty funny though :)

if i couldn't have you.. i'd rather be alone

2009-08-17T07:55:00.000-07:00

cute song http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wjl2s2AUPso

mm.. don't have anything to blog about today =( sad riight?

Oh.. wait.. OMG i want to complain about that STUPID guy (assuming it's a guy) who drives pass the back of my house almost EVERY NIGHT and honks his horn >.> it goees like *toot toottoot toottoot tooooot* the same beat thingiie.. EVERYNIGHT!! I mean.. seriously??

<3

the worst thing a guy can do is make a girl fall for him when he has no intention of catching her

Boy i'm tired of running lets walk for a minute.

2009-08-13T08:04:00.000-07:00

LoL :) old song.. but catchyy

Linkage: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FyKEcV-66kM

Haha.. i love the part
T: I want you on my team...
N: ... so does everyone else
T: *%^&*

Hilarious :P

Anyways.. talking about walking (refer to title) I walked sooo freaking much today >.> I walked from...
1. Main Campus -> Nedlands Campus (because they didn't have my program on Reid coms)
2. Nedlands -> Octagon Theatre (for a 11am... which ended up being a 10am lect >.>)
3. Octagon -> Bioscience (other side of main campus)
4. Bioscience -> Biz (because they don't have the program I need at Bio Lib either >.>)
5. Biz -> Social Science (for 2 classes.. which I actually made :D)
6. Social Science -> Bio Library (ok.. not that far.. but STILL!!!)
7. Bio Lib -> Pharmacology (which was so freaking near Biz it might as well have been there)
8. All around Shopping Centre.. for 2hrs?

mm.. did i mention that was all in heels? Yeahhh... FML

haha :)

love

she's alright.. if perfection's what you like.

2009-08-07T10:43:00.000-07:00

I'm not jealous (no I'm not)... I just want everything she's got.

...what makes her so much better then me?
what makes her just everything I can never be?
what makes her your every dream and fantasy?

Linkage: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wuOJkjUDgHU

mm.. a bit of emo-ism

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all the questions that i try to deny

2009-07-31T00:48:00.000-07:00

aww.. such a cute sonngg :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vP_xSE3dGKU

Anyways.. I just wanted to blog this random conversation i had with my mother this morning :P

Michie: Do you want me to boil water?
*no answer*
Michie: ok fine.. *keeps talking to herself*
- a moment later -
Mum: Were you talking to me?
Michie: uhmm.. no i was talking to myself
Mum: ok..?
Michie: but i wanted to ask you about..
*no answer*

=.=

LOL.. it was alot funnier at the time ><

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they're telling me that my heart won't beat again.

2009-07-29T08:25:00.000-07:00

Beat Again - JLS
Linkage: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TJWBfmudEeY

I haven't done a proper blog for awhile.. so today I'll talk about kickboxing! Haha.. its my latest new hobby and its freaking awesome!! I get to punch people :D conversely.. they also get to punch me >.> but thats ok! Haha.. I'm soooo sore from it though but.. not as sore as my shin is :( during warm up i banged it on the exercise bike i was riding and now have a bump on my shin! An ACTUAL bump :O LOL..

okok thats alll :)

watch this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oRJvbEej_Is&feature=popular
its sooo hilarious :) made me LOL.. for real!

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didn't expect this is how things would go.

2009-07-22T08:54:00.000-07:00

... coz it feels like i've fallen for you.

linkage: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9m555jHRMEo

I remember what it was that i heard on the radio! It was "girls shouldn't go out with guys who are too good looking coz they'll just break your heart.. and steal your hair straightener". LoL.. its a lot less funny now though >.> but it was funny at the time okayyy

And and omg.. i was gonna post about something my lecturer said today which was HILARIOUS but then.. i forgot what it was too :D

LoL but but i'll tell you what my other lecturer said XD. I can't actually remember what he was talking about but he goes "its ok.. I'm 55 and my mother STILL makes me cry" BAHAHA how hilarious is that? He's so weird :P ohoh and he keeps talking about his "idiot son" who parked his car in a no-parking zone and got a $75 fine every half an hour for 5hrs!! BAHAHA michie <3 ilect-ing :)

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gotta fight this feeling/can't let it take me over.

2009-07-21T08:33:00.000-07:00

Missin' You - Trey Songz feat. Drake
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K-3JDCVyZxo

overheard on the radio today:
"girls shouldn't go for guys who are too good looking because..."
i can't remember the first part.. but the 2nd part was smtg like
"because they'll steal your hair straightener"

LOL

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when they get to the part, where he's breaking her heart

2009-07-05T22:03:00.000-07:00

... it can really make me cry~

Yesterday Once More - The Carpenters

Yay for the old school :) haha.. Learn your ABC's

A bit of Air Supply :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dff0D-2XShs
BeeGees: love so many songs by them sooo a medley! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5qlPrG8To18
and finally.. the song above ^ - the Carpenters
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OnWSep2z1G8

:)~

letters you'll never send.

2009-06-28T07:58:00.000-07:00

Soo.. I was looking up random things and I come across this website where people write letters they'll never send :P. Some of them are suuuppperrr emo - e.g. dear X, I hate you blah blah blah - and some of them are.. welll.. >.>

Read an example..

Dear "Dubbya",
You do realize that you are a president of an english-speaking country, right? You should really learn to speak in the country's native tongue. And what's with the squinty face? Wouldn't it be better to set up your podium where you're not always facing directly into the sun? Wouldn't you be more popular if you had more than one facial expression?
Forever making aesthetic corrections,
Brian

LoL~
For those of you who don't know who "Dubbya" is (like me..) here's a lil something i found to enlighten you XD :

Urban Dictionary: Dubbya (or dubya...) refers to George W. Bush, as it is the Texan way of pronouncing his middle initial.

HAHAHA~

Linkage: http://forum.letssingit.com/topic/122853/letters-youll-never-send/27

but be warned.. its sooo wacked O.o

- M.

so what we gonna have - dessert or disaster?

2009-06-26T21:26:00.000-07:00

I never thought I'd be in love like this
When I look at you my mind goes on a trip
Then you came in, and knocked me on my face
Feels like in I'm a race, but I already won first place

<3

Michie has a new favourite soonnggg :) - Knock You Down by Keri Hilson w Neyo AND Kayne West!

Linkages.. thats right :P linkageS!! wooo~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JEEVZ0cZExA - i like this version :) I think they're so cute!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NvetcCAsTUw - mm.. he's not as good but he's hell charming!! LOL~

yaay~
Take a listen :)

~

by the light of the moon, she rubs her eyes

2009-06-25T07:53:00.000-07:00

sits down on the bed and starts to cry
and there's something less about her

linkage: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EDCv0m8Wf50

Ok.. my blogging is really sporadic i know >< maybe its just a reflection of my uh.. whats the word...? Sporadic-ness? LOL.. Yeah.. that XD

But, i wanted to blog about my new 'job' which isn't really a job.. I'm helping a PhD student with her thingiie.. which is kinda weird coz she hasn't even started her study yet so she's just making me do random stuff >< such as....

Day 1:
- Wrap wine bottle - 3and a half boxes of wine bottles to be exact! Hahaha.. they had to be with two different wrapping colours, with a ribbon and a sticker LOL.. but that was fun! Best job ever! I love wrapping stuff :)
- Cleaning accelerometres - omgggg... the stuff smelt sooo bad >< we had to take of the sticky residue from stickers and stuff? Then put new stickers and put them away in the box. And then we (myself and another girl) had to put the belts together.. like u know those elastic straps with the clips? We just had to put them together then safety pin it..
- Create a flow chart on Word for her presentation - she already had the flow chart.. she just wanted me to do a soft copy of it on word.. for her presentation >.>
- Randomization - this. is. the stupidest job. ever. What i basicallly had to do was pull letters out of a hat as to randomly select which patients (by last name) are included in the study - 5 letters x 48 trials = 280 letters to pull out of a 'hat' <- I used a box.. she gave me a cup! A cup.. seriously... does my hand look THAT small?? >.>

Day 2:
- Peeling stickers off envelopes - OMG scrap what i said earlier.. THIS is the STUPIDEST job. EVER. I think she was trying to save money on envelopes or smtg? So she wanted to reuse the envelopes from smtg else which had stickers on them.. and so she asked me to PULL the sticker OFF the envelope AND THEN stick over it with sticky tape so it wasn't sticky.. OMG.. OMG.. So anyways.. after doing about 10 in 2hrs she comes back and goes 'do u want another job? or are u happy?'. Mm.. guess what i chose? LOL.. on to next job..
- Updating the data on the accelerometers - this wasn't tooooo bad.. it just meant installing the new programs and putting them away. Oh wait. It WAS bad - the accelerometres we put away IN ORDER on day 1 went on to be charged and were no longer in order!! Then.. they had to be put on the belts.. Meaning.. we had to undo the belts which we DID UP on day 1, put the accelerometres on them, then DO THEM UP AGAIN >.> and then put them away IN ORDER AGAIN.. omg.. OMG..

yups.. thats my job..
fun times for all :)

~

trying to make sense of what little remains.

2009-06-12T08:07:00.000-07:00

coz you left me with no love, no love to my name

- Breakeven, The Script :)
Linkage: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fm8lynCmxFI&feature=related

Anyway.. haven't blogged for ages, but following this convo i just had with DanDan i just HAVE to write about it hehe.. It went something like this:

(when asked what exam i have next)
Michie: marketing management!
Dan: same as marc-e and alvin
M: huh!
- marc-e dones marketing mntg?
- oh wait
- yah he does
- i dont
- BAHAHAHHAHAHA
- i do mktg research ><

LoL.. yeah.. I'm smart XD

Sooo.. i figured i should talk more about food coz.. well.. food makes the world go round? And coz i went out to eat today :D but wait! I should talk about the other day's dinz first :D. On Wed I went to Manning Tav with the family and we ate:
- Guiness Pie, mash potatoes and salad (omg.. soooo good!)
- Spaghetti marinara (meh.. seafood..)
- Chicken and avocado pizza (nah.. didnt really eat that - waste of stomach space if u ask me)
- Seafood platter (good sauce! but.. >.> who puts sauce on seafood platter??? but it was good sauce!!)
- Berry mascarpone cheesecake! omgomgomg *dies*
- White Choc Mudcake (only meh..)

mm.. good dinner! Okok to todays dinner :).. we ate:
- Abalone (hmm... not really for me :S seafood..)
- Lobster (refer to above)
- Fried chicken-y thingiiee (yummmmyyyy~)
- Chilli kinda sweet-ish beef :) (yayy no bones!!)
- Sizzling tofu (michie *loves* but not that great todayyy)
- Vege (which technically.. wasn't eaten :D)
- Fruits? LOL~

Yumyum~! I like this part of the blog :D the food part haha.. Well today I had int mktg exam which was okay :). So far exams have been relatively uneventful save for the time i (accidently) kicked the lil old lady examiner person HAHA.. but that was an ACCIDENT! *honest*

LoL~ i almost forgot to blog about my hula-hoop-and-door-knob accident! Wahaha.. funniest part of my week XD and most painful ><. Well.. I was walking/running around the house with a hula-hoop around me - kinda like a satchel - over one shoulder.. and people who know me are probably already thinking *thats an accident waiting to happen* hahaha.. So anyways i get hooked on a door knob and inertia/momentum kicks in and i cant stop >< wearing socks i'm sliding backwards but trying to keep my balance until... BAM! *Michie lands on the flood* HAHAHHA downside is =( i now have a hula-hoop scar on my neck.. Sad-ness!

good story no?

:)~

guess i'm just another one of those...

2009-05-28T07:40:00.000-07:00

.. who's stuck in your love

He's a phantom... he comes and goes as he pleases
I'm captive... he stole my heart and never gave me his
Can't trust him... he just won't let me into his life
Something about the way he talks and... don't know why he keeps me hanging

LoL~

i think this song is cute :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VZsPSo5yQ7Q

you had the choice / you've made it now

2009-05-24T08:10:00.000-07:00

Falling Slowly - The Frames :)

LoL - Twilight fans watch this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T6mDsKtBlJQ&annotation_id=annotation_262312&feature=iv

or maybe.. dont watch it :P its sooo retarded! Thats part 2 though.. part 1 wasn't that great.

HAHAHA part 3 is awesome :P watch it!
" she's just the ham sandwich.. and its lunchtime at edwards house "

LOLOLOL~

this is how i feel.

2009-05-18T07:12:00.001-07:00

She is
the one people avoid because she's crying
She is
the one they watch, afraid she'll jump
She is
the one they are glad they don't know
She is
She is

She is

the one who is never good enough for you

She is

the one you pretend you don't see
She is
the one you talk about in hushed tones
She is
She is

She is

the one stupid enough to care for you

She is
the one dumb enough to wait every time
She is
the one left behind when you move on
She is
She is

~

Sorry for the emo-ness but things just suck atm.. well today anyway.

People take you for granted
People forget you / ignore you
People just can't be bothered

and life goes on

~

lalalaa~

2009-05-08T00:52:00.000-07:00

More songs for you guys :)

The first one is "One Word" - a cover of Elliott Yamin's song by Airto and Lisa Levine. Man.. I love the lyrics :)~

When I wake up in the morning all I want to see is you
Heaven's blessing that He sent me unconditional and true
Girl you mean the world to me and I hope you understand
I will give you anything, and I'll do the best I can...
To make you see what I see

How sweet is that? *loves*
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SrL4uo0rGv8&feature=channel_page

The next song is "Broken Strings" by James Morrison and Nelly Futardo. This song is just so sad! And the lyrics aren't the normal 'omg.. im so sad you dumped me' kind. It's more along the lines of 'i still love you, but less than before so i'm going to let you go' =( sad!!.

The imagery in it is quite WOW as well :) - running back through the fire/when there's nothing left to save. On the other hand, the video clip is quite typical - nothing earthshaking there

Linkage-ness: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aluwpslpygQ

Last-ness is "Won't Even Start" by David Choi. Another sad song! But to a kinda... bouncy tune? LoL.. The video's a bit random also. I didn't really get the point of it.. but maybe i was just distracted by the fact the girl was taller than David? LoL.. but the lyrics are sad =(.

So if I ever see you on the street, I'll pretend that I didnt see...
...Because if I look into your eyes, then I'll have to say goodbye
And that'll break my heart

Omg.. if the tune was slightly less bouncy i'd cry =(.

Okay.. so this has become a music/youtube blog - mainly because, as usual, I have no idea what to write about ><. Furthermore, I have been completely tornado-ed (is that even a word? O.o) by assignments, as is evident from the use of words such as 'furthermore' and phrases like 'as is evident from'. OMG.. nerd much?

hehe.. and I don't really have any new stories *sad face*. On top of that, I haven't had time to eat much so =( *mega sad face* no new food news. HAHAHA~

Michie is so retarded ><

~

It's like chasing the very last train
When we both know it's too late

what's mine is yours to leave or take.

2009-05-02T01:28:00.000-07:00

mm.. Look After You by The Fray - one of my favourite songs :). Listen to this guys cover: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZZWErU3zvPM ~

His voice is just SO good - listen to his version of Hosanna too~!

Okay, my excitement over blogging has dampened recently, mainly coz i have no idea what to write =( but this week i have a story! Weee~!

So anyways, the other morning i woke up relatively late so i wanted to eat a heavier breakfast of eggs and toast :) mm... So i began taking out the eggs, the frying pan, the oil etc etc when - to my horror - i realized that, there was NO BREAD! * major OMG moment*

But okay, i figured i'll survive.. I'll just eat my weetbick! So i put EVERYTHING away and begin taking out the bowl and the weetbix and the honey when... to my horror (again).. i realized there was NO MILK either!!! *major OMG moment followed by hysterical ROFLMAO*

LoL~ story of my life :P

In case anyone was wondering - i ended up eating weetbix with honey and.. SOY milk!! What was left of it anyway, which was like 1/3cup ><. It tasted so weird though that i ended up throwing it out LoL..

Good story no?
:D~

There now, steady love, so few come and don't go
Will you, won't you, be the one I'll always know
When I'm losing my control, the city spins around
You're the only one who knows, you slow it down

// rescue /.

2009-04-30T09:46:00.000-07:00

I'm pushing up daisies, I wish they were roses
I feel like I'm drowning, but nobody knows it
I'm pushing up daisies, I wish they were roses
I feel like I'm dying, just want You to notice

Somehow the grave has captured me, show me the man I used to be
Just when I feel my breath is running out,
The earth moves and You find me,
Alive but unworthy, broken and empty,
But you don't care, coz
You are my rapture, You are my savior
When all my hope is gone, I reach for You
You are my rescue, You are my rescue

I'm swimming to safety, but even with my best
If I don't see that rope soon, this might be my last breath

Somehow the grave has captured me, show me the man I used to be
Just when I feel my breath is running out,
The earth moves and You find me,
Alive but unworthy, broken and empty
But you don't care, because
You are my rapture, You are my savior
When all my hope is gone, I reach for You
You are my rescue

Don't let me drown, can You hear me coz I am calling out
I'm underground, won't You pull me out
The earth moves and You find me,
Alive but unworthy, broken and empty
But you don't care, coz
You are my rapture, You are my savior
When all my hope is gone, I reach for You
You are my rescue
You are my rescue

I'm pushing up daisies, I wish they were roses
I feel like I'm dying, just want You to notice...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VDmwikcX54Q&feature=channel_page

lest we forget.

2009-04-27T08:40:00.000-07:00

Today is Anzac Day.
Double demerit day.
Michie gets caught doing 70 on Mounts Bay Rd day.

Funtimes for all~

Damn.. I went to uni to do assignment with Trishy today and I got caught ><. Granted I shouldn't have been speeding but I was distracted. Emo-ness distracts me and speed cameras don't help. Ok so I possibly didn't get caught. I dunno. I'll find out in a few weeks I guess :P. I mean.. I didn't see a flash but that is possibly because I had my eyes off the road. LoL.. and to think I was driving so slowly on the freeway as to NOT get caught!

Hmm.. spent the day at uni doing the epidemiology assignment at the Biz Sch (refering to past post - no, it did NOT burn down). It's amazing how many people you see there despite it being a public holiday - I think I knew like.. 15% of the people at Biz Sch today. WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU ALL DOING AT UNI? SERIOUSLY!?

Sighh.. way to remember the soldiers~

OMG.
THIS,
just made my day.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8fJ_q82EsRQ&feature=related

hands-up who else loves this version BEYOND!!

~

nothing but yesterday

2009-04-26T05:37:00.000-07:00

i'm sick of acting nice
all the time.
and
i'm tired of pretending i'm ok with it.
with you.

go away.

// http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_-X_KGzxpwM //.

ROFLMAO

2009-04-24T09:23:00.000-07:00

I now truely understand the meaning of the word ROFLMAO.

Its this:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m4O__3mecv8&feature=channel_page

King Jotham FTW~!

ROFLMAO.

~

over-excited much?

2009-04-23T10:50:00.000-07:00

mm.. I think i am ><

But this blogging thing is exciting!!

LoL~

In other exciting news in my life.. I got my first AND second ever youtube comment!
haha.. excuse me for being excited :P

linkage: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Inpc2J3xGWU&feature=channel_page

sounds bad.. but that's not the point
the point is - i got commented :D~

excite much?

Weee~! First blog. Ever.

2009-04-23T08:19:00.000-07:00

Hmm... well everyone seems to have a blog so it must be fun ^^. Please don't give me the "if everyone jumped off a cliff.." story - been there, done that. =D

What do people talk about in blogs? I know!! What I ate today *expects groans and eye-rolling*

I atteeeee:
- 1 Weetbick (Weetbick being singular for Weetbix.. coz 1 Weetbix is just weird)
- 1 hot chocolate from Ref (i think the lady at ref thought i looked tired - coz she put in extra sugar :D i was high :D fun for me - less so for Jakey and Jay)

- Jakeys wedges - coz things taste better when they don't belong to u :D

- 1 Fun size cherry ripe - coz good things come in small packages?
- dried fruit and nuts - coz.. well... they were there?? O.o
- 1/2 a parisan crepe from the Crepe Cafe (shared with Nicky :D it was good!!)
- 1 apple pie from McD - coz i needed the fruit bahaha~
- 1/2 a piece of toast
- laughing cow cheese with crackers :) yumyumyumm~
- 2 plums :D healthy-ness!
- 1 ice coffee - made me a bit high.. hence this blog thingiiee
- 1 choc choc chip icecream with malteasers and mixed m&ms -OMG!!

wow.. thats alot of stuff :D maybe my life really does revolve around food?

Anywayyss~! In other news: THE BUSINESS SCHOOL WAS ON FIRE TODAY!!

Complete waste of a tute but it was HELL funny!! I was sitting there when the fire alarm went off.. Thinking it was a drill i took my time packing up and logging off the com (i already got a stern letter from Biz school about that ><). But I didn't leave.. coz well.. the tutor was still standing there :P untill some lady knocks on the door and goes 'uhmm.. you have to evacuate the building?'. Ok.. fine.. we'll play along :D

So we all left and went outside.. Apparently we weren't allowed to stand in the road because it was too near the building?? O.o so we moved TWO extra metres to the grass area (gee.. its like grass isnt flameable) AND THEN... the fire engine came!!! OMG!!! Fire engine!!! Fire men!!! sooooo cooooll!!!!! (in an I-hope-nobody-gets-hurt kinda way of course :D).

Bahaha~! and then after waiting around for like 15minutes we went back in *rolls eyes* probably just some idiot smoking in the toilet =P. Then i went back to class and after logging on to my com..... the tutor told us that it was finished and he left!!??

Hmm.. so that was my story of the day :D~